Sorry for not updating

Things have been a little crazy in this girl's world!
I've been carrying on a flirtation with this beautiful girl whom I'll call M.
We've had several 'dates' which have ended with making out on her couch, after going to her place, ostensibly to watch TV. (ha ha, who hasn't done THAT?!)
She is absolutely stunning, and I'm so attracted to her, but it seems we've both been holding back from taking it to the next level. I have a feeling that the whole bisexual thing is tripping her out. I understand that it's difficult to date someone who is undecided, or who is into both sexes, but I can't change who I am. I can't force myself to be 'gay' or 'straight' and I don't believe in labels anyway. She is amazing, but I can't change who I am to be with someone. I can only hope she will understand and have patience with me, because I would love to give myself to her completely, although I love making out like teenagers. It has a certain air of youthful naughtiness that I find a turn on. However, that will not satisfy both of us forever. I guess I will just take it one day at a time, and see where it goes. She's definitely worth it, and I hope she thinks that I am too!
Kisses~Curious

First Time

Well!
Had my first visit to a gay bar (in this area, anyway) this weekend.
Amazing! Drank, danced (with so many cute girls), got some numbers...
This amazing girl with long black hair and blue-grey eyes came on to me in the bathroom...I was touching up my lipstick and she started flirting with me. I flirted back, and she kept touching me alot...my arm, etc. It was electric! She gave me her number, and we may go out for a drink this weekend. I tried not to take anything too seriously though, I know, like most people there, she was probably just looking for a good time. Which is fine, I'm not looking for a serious relationship right now. She was so amazingly sexy though! Definitely the kind of girl I'd love for my first real adventure to be with! Yum.
Until next time....