Sorry for not updating

Things have been a little crazy in this girl's world!
I've been carrying on a flirtation with this beautiful girl whom I'll call M.
We've had several 'dates' which have ended with making out on her couch, after going to her place, ostensibly to watch TV. (ha ha, who hasn't done THAT?!)
She is absolutely stunning, and I'm so attracted to her, but it seems we've both been holding back from taking it to the next level. I have a feeling that the whole bisexual thing is tripping her out. I understand that it's difficult to date someone who is undecided, or who is into both sexes, but I can't change who I am. I can't force myself to be 'gay' or 'straight' and I don't believe in labels anyway. She is amazing, but I can't change who I am to be with someone. I can only hope she will understand and have patience with me, because I would love to give myself to her completely, although I love making out like teenagers. It has a certain air of youthful naughtiness that I find a turn on. However, that will not satisfy both of us forever. I guess I will just take it one day at a time, and see where it goes. She's definitely worth it, and I hope she thinks that I am too!
Kisses~Curious